Sleep
It's now exactly 1.15 a.m. midnight. As usual I'm not yet asleep. Still the
same habit : sleeping late and doing stuffs till I'm sleepy enough. At this
soundless time, I would always be thinking about a lot of things which are
mostly about myself. The pass, the moment that I'm actually at, and what
would it be in the future. Observing juniors from my late high school who
already made it to Universities and my siblings who are already repeating
the steps of my parents made me realize that I'm getting older.
It's the life circle.
Experiences make us mature. We tend to learn from mistakes and getting
better each time. The more mistakes we make, the more possibilities
there are towards the right things. Theories and learning mistakes from
others are likely to give us less effects than experiencing things themselves.
Do not feel bad by doing mistakes. Maybe we could if we make the same
mistakes twice, but we still have the chance to learn from the
second mistake. And it goes.
If we tend to think that we could not do something that we are aiming to,
or maybe think that we are weak, maybe we should give another thought
of it. How could we walk on our feet now if we were not falling again and
again as we were babies? No matter how many times we fell down, we
kept on trying until it worked. Remember how did we observe and did not
stop learning a new language without having any clues about it? After a
few months or years without a proper guidance we could finally use the
language properly. It means we actually have a strong power if we will.
The most important thing is to give our best and seek for Allah's help.
The rest goes to Allah and any result from it is for our best.
Everyone has their hard times and own experiences in life. The sadness
is naturally hard to resist and it's unlogical to act like nothing happened.
It may be unavoidable to be sad for bad things, but it is our choice afterwards
to be contented or keep on being the same way. How? Hard times or bad
things are subjective. Losing a wallet may be the worst thing ever. But
how bad is it compared to having a house robbed and losing every
single valuable thing we have? We may think that what happened to
us is bad. But there are many others who face the same thing or maybe
worse.
It was just some of the things I learnt in life. It may be different for others.
Or maybe it should be. Cause every person has their own experiences
and things they learn from it :) I shall go to sleep first. Good night. May
Allah bless us always.
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